Showing posts with label who am I. Show all posts
Showing posts with label who am I. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Who Am I?

I wanted to begin writing about my life for a while now. I just don’t know where to start. I might just start by writing a little intro to my blog. From there I probably will be posting stuff about different events and experiences that have happened throughout my life. I have been feeling mad at the world. I was mad because things were not happening like I wanted them to be happening for me. What was I doing wrong? What was I saying wrong? What??? I didn’t know. I don’t know. I don’t like the feeling. I think I’m having a life crisis where I am trying to find out who I really am and what my purpose is. Ok, I just noticed that I am using so many “I’s” here. Yes, this is not all about me. I am not the center of all things. Things don’t always have to go the way I want them to go. People don’t need to be the way I want them to be. I know this. I want to accept this. I want to know who I really am. One of my problems has been the desire to please others, but have I been doing what I really want to do for myself? Have I made decisions that are good for me or have I made decisions that are good for others? I don’t know. I don’t know and that is my answer.